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Saturday, 04 February 2012

  • Over and Over

    wordsfrom_myheart

    movies i enjoy.

    contagion | the butterfly effect | unstoppable | P.S. i love you | law abiding citizen | the wolfman | chloe | half nelson | blue valentine | beauty and the beast | crazy/beautiful | wall-e | UP | the texas chainsaw massacre [both movies] | shutter island | insidious | inception | the haunting in conneticutt | the thing | the lincoln lawyer | the last song | remember me | water for elephants | mrs. congeniality | edge of darkness | the underworld movies | x-men movies | suckerpunch | fight club | never back down | the time travelers wife | 500 days of summer | the rite | final destination movies | the notebook | rise of the apes|

    little things that make me happy.

    tattoos | coney fries from sonic | wearing clothes that are warm from the dryer | manners | summertime | ocean city, md | surprises | spending time with my family | when after being outside when it's chilly out for a long enough time and it for whatever reason warms up | fireworks on new years | seeing the ones i love happy | listening to my ipod after i've put new music on it | sleep | when i find money in my pockets days later | when i have customers at work who actually understand the concept of tipping | tumblr | xanga | having a reason to dress up | concerts | blaring music on long carrides | being drunk | having good company | meeting someone new and instantly having a connection with them | giving gifts to people | when i'm really tired the moment i finally hit my bed | seeing i have comments, messages, whatever on tumblr and xanga | home cooked meals | saving money, knowing i was actually able to SAVE | the feelings you get when you really like someone | laughing really hard | smiling | really lame jokes | people who like to tell stories | looking at pictures | doing cute things to let people know you care about them | when i can afford to get my hair done | the south | ben and jerrys half baked ice cream |

    things i don't like so much.

    the feeling of being frustrated | people who don't own up to the shit that they've done when it was no one elses choice but their own | anxiety | when other people do something wrong but you're with them so it makes you look bad as well | being hungry and not knowing what it is i want | rudeness | belittlement | that asshole who pees on the seat in the public bathroom , clearly you have to see the actual toilet bowl | job interviews | how i put others before myself, in situations where i get really fucked over and/or taken advantage of | cheaters | the idea of marriage and divorce being something i don't know how i really feel about | being cold | crying infront of people other than my best friend and family | the co-workers that don't give two shits and fuck you over every shift you work with them or after them | seeing people i went to highschool with | ignorance | the asshole who thinks they're above you because they go to some univeristy that their parents are paying for while you're having to work now to be able to go to school later | indecisiveness | two-faced people | double standards | animal cruelty | movies that don't do any kind of justice for the book it was based off of |

    in terms music what i love.

    brooks & dunn | alabama | eminem | crazy girl by the eli young band | luke bryan | drake | something you forgot by lil wayne | chris young | wonderwall by oasis | sugarland | mayday parade | fall out boy | sugar we're goin' down by fall out boy | angels & airwaves | nicki minaj | imogen heap | travis tritt | eric church | red solo cup by tobey keith | the motto by drake | kanye west | lupe fiasco | i'll remember you by skid row | you and i by lady gaga | maroon 5 | she will be loved by maroon 5 | ke$ha | the dixie chicks | ride with me by nelly | destinys child | the zac brown band | brantley gilbert | whenever we're alone by brantley gilbert | alone with you by jake owen | you found me by the fray | britney spears | justin timberlake | pumped up kicks by foster the people | futurelove/love sounds justin timberlake album|

    things i tend to do alot.

    i ramble a lot when i'm really nervous. i'm incapable of sitting still. i'm constantly touching my hair. i talk to myself when i'm doing stuff. really stupid shit comes out of my mouth sometimes. get drunk and act a full. cuss like a sailor. eat and tend to talk with food in my mouth. burping really loud and not caring when i am. when i'm really excited i tend to squeal and jump around like im five | i will pull out my phone and text if im like alone or uncomfortable | i get really quiet sometimes without realising it because i get so stuck in my own head | i overthink so much all the time | i worry too much as well | i take things too personally | i will take things the wrong way | i don't talk about things when they're bothering me to anyone i keep it inside|
  • Love runs dry

    wordsfrom_myheart



    if you don't like me then why the fuck are you so concerned with everything i do? get off my nuts.

    i keep a lot of things too myself.


    i have a shitton of blankets on my bed. at all times.

    the friends that i had since i was little are all outta my life.

    the best friends i have now haven't been in my life more than 5 years but they've taught me what a real friend is.

    i look a lot more innocent than i actually am.

    i'll actually be out of state tomorrow for some hours.

    sometimes i wish that i didn't care as much as i do.

    i didn't wear any jewelry today.

    i have really tiny arms.

    i'm at the very beginning stages of getting sick right now.

    when i'm thinking about something that upsets me i'm a lot meaner with how i react in my head. and it's never how i would be in actuality.

    right now i'm kind of distancing myself from someone in my life.

    i'm so ridiculously hard on myself for everything.


    there is someone i'm trying really hard not to gain feelings for at the moment.

    i truly believe that good things come to those who wait.

    i think that a persons personality can make them hideous or the most beautiful person.

    i would never stay with a person of my preferred sex if they were disrespectful to someone of my family or my best friends.

    i cannot stand when people constantly try to play the victim, fucking own up to the shit you did and grow up.


    i stay treating people the way i would want to be treated just to have it not at all returned.

    people's ignorance never fails to amaze me honestly.

    i'm not gonna be the one that handles you, i'm gonna let karma whoop your ass when it's your time.

    i cannot stand when someone gives me their opinion on something involving me as if i asked for it and especially as if i give a flying fuck what they think.

    i absolutely love the little sayings on taco bell sauce packets.

    ^ i always grab like 20 million and then go read them when i sit down.


    i currently work in the mall.

    my favorite talk show to watch is actually the tyra show.

    at the moment i have something recorded that i haven't gotten around to watching yet.

    i have a relationship with someone where so much has happened between us that i don't think theres anyway to get back to how it was before.

    i believe in regrets. and that it's okay to have them.


    i currently have an eminem song stuck in my head.

    i put song lyrics on my facebook statuses more often then i do thoughts that are actually going through my head.

    my biggest fears are rejection and losing the people i love.

    of my immediate family i'm closest to my youngest sibling and my mum.

    the last movie i watched was based off of a book.

    i'm honestly so tired of all the people that i have to deal with in my life, i'm sick of all the people here where i live.

    i hate being mean to people, and if there is a time where i am being a bitch i feel like completeee shit as soon as i do something mean or wrong or whatever.

    i usually don't wear pajamas to bed i just wear my underwear and a oversized shirt.

    i feel like a lot of things with me that i do and with the way i think don't make sense and cause contradiction
  • Down to the bare bones

    The Survey All About Your Favorite TV Show
    - - - -for: you!
    - - - -with love: HEYBRITTANYsurveys

    1.) Let's start off with the basic, what is this TV show?
    Bones

    2.) How long have you been a fan?
    Since the first season :)

    3.) So what's the general premise of the show? What's it about?
    It's about Temperance Brennan, a forensic anthropologist, as she teams up with an FBI agent (Seeley Booth) and other forensic lab employees to solve murder cases. The show shows both the in-the-field type stuff as well as all the lab work.

    4.) Who is your favorite character? What are they like and what makes them your favorite?
    My favorite character was Zach, but then because of the stupid writer's strike, they got rid of him. Then my favorite character was one of the interns, Vincent, but he got killed off because that actor got a new show. Sooo now I guess my favorite character is Angela. She is so pretty, kind, wise, and just so likeable.

    5.) Is there a close second, or other characters that you like a lot?
    Sweets.

    6.) What about a character that just boils your blood? Why do you hate them so?
    Well I used to not like Cam, back when the was the new character. But I've since warmed up to her.

    7.) Have you seen every season of the show? Every single episode?
    Every single episode. :)

    8.) Is there a constant cast, or are there new characters all the time?
    Constant main cast, with the occasional new intern or love interest of one of the characters, though most have settled down.

    9.) Is this show still coming out with new episodes? How many seasons are there? Do you own it on DVD?
    Yeah it's still going on. I have 2 or 3 of the seasons on DVD.

    10.) Which season of the show has been your favorite?
    The first two, when Zach was in it probably. But I like all the seasons.

    11.) What about your favorite episode? What happened?
    Hmm don't think I have one.

    12.) What was your least favorite episode? Why?
    Ugh either the episode they got rid of Zach or the episode where they killed off Vincent. I was so sad/angry about both.

    13.) Do you watch any other shows like this one?
    Not regularly.

    14.) If you could rewrite an episode or the whole show , is there something you would have done differently?
    KEPT ZACH. He was so brilliant and made the show so funny!

    15.) If they made a movie based off of this show, would you go see it? What do you think it would be about?
    It would make a weird movie, but yeah sure lol.

    16.) When and why did you start watching the show?
    Psh back whenever the first season was....7 years ago? I started watching it because I was bored and I always saw commercials advertising it...then I got hooked. I got REALLY hooked the following year when I became roommates with someone who was also hooked lol.

    17.) Have you gotten anyone else into this show? Who do you talk about it with, if anyone?
    My boyfriend :) He didn't like it at first, but I talked about it so much with his sister (she's a big fan too), that he finally started watching it with me. :)

    18.) Do a lot of other people like this show, or do you find it hard to find other fans?
    I know a lot of other people who watch it occasionally and like it, but not too many who watch every episode.

    19.) Is this a show that deals with a lot of touchy issues? Do you feel like it does a good job at that?
    Well death can be touchy... And yeah, it balances the morbid with humor and deep emotions really well.

    20.) Is this show funny?
    Yes

    21.) Now post your favorite quote, or if you can`t choose a favorite - just post one or a couple that you like.
    Zack Addy: I saw a documentary once where a bear got in a car and drove away.
    Dr. Jack Hodgins: That was not a documentary. It was a cartoon.

    22.) Are you super attached to the characters, and wish they were real?
    Some, yes. Like Sweets. I would LOVE Sweets in real life.

    23.) Who's the hottest actor on the show? Does their character make them more or less appealing?
    I thought Ryan Cartwright (Vincent Nigel-Murray) was, but that is probably because of his accent lol. Now, it's probably Michael Grant Terry (Wendell Bray). Damn, these hot interns!


    24.) Which character can you relate with the most?
    Hmmm....I'm not really like any of the characters.

    25.) If there was a character developed around yourself, who do you think you would get along with best on the show? What sort of character would you be?
    I would be an intern, and I would be just as awkwardly funny as the other interns.

    26.) Has this show ever made you cry?
    Close to it.

    27.) Is there a character that you think the show would be better without?
    Nah.

    28.) If you could bring one character to life and have them as your best friend, who would you choose?
    Either Angela or Sweets.

    29.) Was there ever any big twist that you weren't expecting? What was it?
    Ugh. The whole thing with Zack.

    30.) Who would you recommend this show to?
    Anyone who loves forensic/crime shows that have a sense of humor :)
  • We found love in a hopeless place

    BOLDING Survey

    I’ve hooked up with someone just to get back at an ex.

    I’ve hooked up with more than one person in a night.

    I like to dress sexy to parties.

    I dress chill to parties.

    I’ve said I’m turning lesbian because I hate guys.


    People use me constantly.

    I’ve done favors for people and have gotten shit in return.

    I’m street smart.

    I’ve cut school.

    I’ve been suspended.

    I’ve talked about sex with a group of people I don’t know.

    I’ve done more than hookup with someone random.

    I don’t give a damn about my reputation.

    People have called me a whore.

    I’ve been in a physical fight.

    People have told me I’m not good enough.

    I’ve been put down by people.

    I’ve been pressured to do more than hookup.


    I’ve hooked up on a beach.

    I’ve hooked up in a pool.

    I’ve hooked up in a shower.

    I’ve hooked up on my parent’s bed.

    I’ve hooked up in my own bed.

    People judge me way too much and way too fast.

    I’ve had sex.

    I’ve had sex in random places.

    I’ve had sex using no protection.


    I don’t get along with my family.

    I’ve been second option.

    I’ve been cheated on.

    I’ve thrown a phone against a wall out of anger.

    I’ve told someone how I felt about them in person.


    I’ve bullied someone online for everyone to see.

    I’ve cursed at my parent.

    I’ve done serious drugs.

    I listen to music when I’m sad.

    I’ve cried on my birthday.

    I’ve told my deepest secrets to someone who I don’t talk to anymore.

    Before I started a relationship, I was best friends with them first.


    I’ve cursed at a teacher.

    People have told me I party way too much.

    I’ve snuck people into my house.

    I have at least 3 trophies for different sports.

    I regret too much.

    I spend way too much money on pointless stuff.

    My parents are divorced.

    People think I’m stupid.

    I’ve been cursed at by an ex/boyfriend/girlfriend.

    I’ve had phone sex.

    I’ve sexted.

    I’m stronger than people think.


    I’ve hit my parent.

    I’ve hit an ex.

    I’ve runaway from home.

    My parents have kicked me out.

    I’m hiding a secret from a lot of close people in my life.

    I wish it was easy for me to open up more.

    I still keep an item that was given by someone who means nothing. (multiple items…)


    My parents don’t trust me.

    I have a job.

    I can be a bitch.


    I’ve been once sick for over a week.

    I’ve been out of the country.

    I’ve been on a cruise.

    I do what I want.

Wednesday, 04 January 2012

  • 2011

    1) Where​ did you begin​ 2011?
    Um my aunt's house I think.

    2) What was your statu​s by Valen​tine'​​​s Day?
    Taken

    3) Were you in schoo​l anyti​me this year?
    Yes, I finished my undergrad and started grad school.

    4) How did you earn your money​?
    Jobs.

    5) Did you have to go to the hospi​tal?
    Once for me, once with a friend.

    6) Did you have any encou​nters​ with the polic​e?
    It might have been this year that I got pulled over, Idr.

    7) Would​ you reliv​e 2011 over and over again​?
    Nah.

    8) What did you purch​ase that was over $​​​1000?
    Rent, tuition.

    9) Did you know anybo​dy who got marri​ed?
    Umm I don't think so....

    10) Did you know anybo​dy who passe​d away?
    I don't think so...

    11) Did you know anyon​e who had a baby?
    Miscarriage :(

    12) Did you move anywh​ere?
    Yes.

    13) What conce​rts / ​​​shows​ did you go to?
    No concerts, but I went to see Daniel Tosh's stand up.

    14) Are you regis​tered​ to vote?
    Yes

    15) Do you still​ have the same job as you did in 2010?
    Nope

    16) Has anyon​e betra​yed you in 2011?
    Sure. A few friendships ended.

    17) Where​ do you live now?
    NYC

    18) Descr​ibe your birth​day.
    Was going to be good, became really horrible, then ended pretty ok.

    19) What'​​​s one thing​ you thoug​ht you'​​​d never​ do but did in 2011?
    Move to NYC.

    20) What has been your favor​ite momen​t?
    Umm probably my graduation. So glad those 4 years of college paid off!

    21) What'​​​s somet​hing you learn​ed about​ your​self?
    I can survive grad school.

    22) Any new addit​ions to your famil​y?
    Nope.

    23) What was your best month​?
    Idk, June maybe.

    24) Were you in a relat​ionsh​ip this year?
    All year, yes.

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